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對於過去的事,我常常會想如果那個時候怎麼做就好了,諸如此類不負責任的想法。前情人也是。如果當初不要放棄就好了。可是對於那時候想拋棄的,現在也未必會想要。倉子A和倉子B的相遇就是人生上的安排。如果當初選擇那樣的人生,現在的自己應該不至於這麼空虛吧。倉子A這樣想著。然後她遇到了倉子B一個擁有和自己一模一樣記憶的人生。只是岔口就在選擇的結婚對象不同,以致於過著不同的人生。倉子A最初只是抱著好奇的心態去換身分,在嚐到一點甜頭的開始,很想就這樣保留倉子B的身分,可是當她發現當初選擇的那個人有著暴力傾向時,她嚇的退卻了。可是倉子B卻貪心的想佔卻倉子A的身分,而且還用了最聰明的方式去侵略。
 
以前看過一個電視劇叫做Sliders1995年播出,我還蠻喜歡它的故事架構。講述一個大學生意外的發現一個方法可以通過黑洞進入另一個密度不同的世界,比如說,女人當權的社會,被共產國家當道統治的世界,正當他們以為回到自己的世界時,卻發現周圍的環境都改變了,要怎麼回到真的原來的世界?這四個人在黑洞鑽來鑽去想找回自己真正的人生。
 
很佩服山本文緒的寫作方式,點出了我們都活在自己的記憶裡,過去美好的記憶,不一定要費心去追求。它自自然然的就沉澱在心靈某個深處,不一定要開啟,就能甜蜜的滋長著。當生活中遇到挫折時,它就會浮出心上。那段被自己捨棄的記憶,就在另一個軌道,靜靜平行的走著。既然做出了決定就不要想著她的好,沒有什麼更重要過珍惜眼前的幸福。
 
g Girls Don't Cry Lyrics Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I’ve got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

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